zhu zhu

2009-03-22T21:13:00.001-07:00

i found my job!!!!!

2009-02-19T04:09:00.000-08:00

Erm...

dunno why, today isnt a very good day for me! maybe is i tink too much but.... i feel tat e more i work, e more i dislike e pple there. i realise tat there in a working place, there are alot alot of different kind of pple!

some tat like to add fire to every single ting.
some tat are very selfish.
some tat bleh out without reflecting abt their doings.
some tat likes to comment abt every single ting, they can.

i dunno why but i realli dislike where im now...

2009-02-18T01:19:00.000-08:00

i trust e wrong person from e start, i didnt knew tat ... is such a person!

2009-02-13T23:22:00.000-08:00

wen baby make me angry, i get this:

Super-bowel... baby made me eat this =(

2009-02-11T01:10:00.000-08:00

情人节要到啦 =D

i dunno wat my dearest has prepare for me but hai... i got him nothing special because he is simply just too fussy!!! wanna get shirt for him, i dun wan this color, i dun like tat color, too bright liao not nice!!! hai, this dear dear is damn 麻烦. cant stand him and so i decide to 'settle' him with two giordano tee & a hand wrote letter... wahahahaha! its my effort okie, so i just hope tat he will like it =)

2009-02-04T01:59:00.000-08:00

fion is ill =(

friday still have a interview to go...
dunno which one is better leh...
or should i drag till june den see how???

fion dunno wat to do =(

2009-02-02T04:49:00.000-08:00

fair-price clicks gathering at ah ma house =)

2009-02-01T04:35:00.000-08:00

*fion doesnt noe how to start =( ~

well lets name someone as A =)

ytd, while working, A drop by.. standing me and greet me "happy new year"...
i smile and said e same ting back. den i say A shouldnt you be at ... ?
A replied: i came over to see you...
i gave a "dun bluff face": yaya...
A walked away & looked for 干妈...
干妈 asked A: you didnt go say "happy new year" to my 干女儿?
A: i did, i went to her first den i come see you all!!!
i sms dear dear and told him tat A came...
dear dear wasnt very happi =X

i though everything ended with just a happi greeting...

3 plus, A called...
i didnt noe whether to answer or not =?
in e end, i left it ringing....
i sms dear dear: baby A call
dear dear doesnt care me
i didnt call back...
i dunno did why A called me for so ...

i hope i made a right move =)

2009-01-25T05:47:00.000-08:00

大家，

我在此祝你们新年快乐！

做事一切顺顺利利，身体健健康康！

天天都快乐开口笑，永远都高高兴兴的过一天！

牛年行好运 =D

2009-01-20T05:38:00.000-08:00

my dearest baby got me these:

posing with my pig pig pillow

finally a much more decent one:

love love baby!

2009-01-12T19:19:00.001-08:00

once again... my mood is down, everything is no longer within my control anymore

2009-01-11T03:08:00.000-08:00

my saturday was great!=D
dear dear bring me go shopping!!! a long long tym since we happily shop around la... so we were at Junction 8 as early as 11 =P we step perlinis to get done my necklace lengthen, we get into BHG! wanna get a shirt for baby de, but he dun wan la, but anyway there isnt one tat i tink tat suit him oso!
our shopping experinece was great till i scolded a woman in popular la!! she was so ... wateva, dun wish to talk about her anymore man!!! dear dear bought me a piggy pillow, to let me hug it everynite!!! baby dun allow me to buy some clothing, he dun even allow me to try it la!!! =( but no matter wat, i have a sweet and lovely baby!!!!

2009-01-05T16:01:00.000-08:00

dearest daddy birthday =D

back to skool! =(

torture lesson on e very first day of class, HUMAN RESOURCE! it was rather pleasing that Anthony didnt try to stress us in one way! he was very nice today la which then make his grade scarely!!! =X fyp submission is finally here! handed up our project and now onli waiting for evaluation le loh! bless my team with luck!!!

my holi =X

i didnt have fun at all was busy with fyp for the past 3 weeks! didnt have any countdown bcos im afraid that i wont be able to wake up on time for work e next day! i scare i not enough sleep and throw temper =X shhhh.. i didnt even go out with momo at all! =( *wat a bad holi i have!

my momo =)

my dearest was busy so am i !!! we are too busy for each other =( didnt have any countdowns together at all!!! but as long as we noe wat each other is tinking den okie loh!!! dearest came down and have my xmas & new year lunch! *love love baby

xmas present from baby =P

2008-12-26T00:57:00.000-08:00

holi wasnt great at all!

*give me a break

2008-12-09T06:18:00.000-08:00

以前的我遇到爱不懂得去爱，可是自从那一天你在我的生命了停下脚步。。。
我感觉到了爱情是一个不受控制，也不能解释的事。
为了爱你的我，做了好多的傻事，做了好多不可能的事。
你给我的信赖是没人能取代的！
在吵架时，我和你总会失去理智的哭了。
在彼此心里，你我是有个什么位置？
为了爱我的你，做了好多甜蜜的事，做了好多让我感动的事。
没有人谁能取代你在我心里的位置！

我什么都能忘记，但唯不忘得是：

你为我做的傻事
你给我的信赖
你为我做那不可能的事
你给我的勇气
你为我做的甜蜜的事
你给我的幸福

2008-12-08T07:29:00.000-08:00

birthday love =D

ever since i have my baby... my bday became even worthwhile spending it because he plan it well and make sure tat i definitely will enjoy it =)

i love him

my baby plan for me everything! he need to work so no choice i onli can have lunch wit him =X but he promise to spend tomolo wit me =D

baby bought this:

our birthday fall on december!

baby orderd this for me and my family:

me, daddi & sis's bf:

me & daddi:

its me =)

2008-12-07T06:39:00.000-08:00

Having:
a few great pals around,
a family tat love me lotsa
a wonder boyfriend tat protect me well
is more than enough =D

2008-11-16T06:39:00.000-08:00

亲爱的，我好像好想你！

我不能忘记。。。你曾给的勇气，
我不能忘记。。。你曾给的幸福，
我不能忘记。。。你曾给的甜蜜，
我更不能忘的是，你那傻傻的表情！

就在这时，我就是这样的铃声从手机里响起
亲爱的，是你！

喂喂，宝贝。。。

你愿不愿意在给我一次机会，
给你。。。勇气？

你愿不愿意在给我一次机会，
给你。。。幸福？

你愿不愿意在给我一次机会，
给你。。。甜蜜？

说完，电话就安静了！
喂喂。。。

你还在吗？
我再听着呢。。。
那你愿不愿意呢？

我想说的是：
我会好好地珍惜你。。。
亲爱的，我爱你

2008-11-15T06:09:00.000-08:00

你带着一个傻傻的表情，

在那一天，走进我生命，
也在那一天，赶走了我的孤寂。

你问我愿不愿意，让你给我勇气？
我愿意！

你问我愿不愿意，让你给我幸福？
我愿意！

可是在这一天，你那傻傻的表情。。。　不见了！

回头望了望，伴你走过了好多个幸福的日子。
我们所拥有都是我们一起建起了甜蜜，
你我都不想放下

但。。。

抬起了头，我们已不再同一个地方了。
下半生，我在也不能陪你过。

不是因为我不爱你了或是你不好！
亲爱的，是因为我们都变了。。。

失去了你，我有点乱有点慌
如果我们回到彼此的身边，

我们能更幸福吗？
我们能再一次的建立起我们的甜蜜吗？

2008-11-14T04:28:00.000-08:00

CHANGES IN LIFE

there was alot of different changes in my life since i last blog about it!
alot alot of different turning point till i didnt noe how to manage them...

family:

mummi wenta for a BIG operation! there was some substance tat has harden in her body and is pressing on her nerve system. tat is e reason why she feels numb and stiff all over her body! her onli choice was to undergo the surgery or else she will be wheel-chair bound in oneor two years time!

mummi was very very brave! for e sake of her family as well as her own health, she agree to go through the pain! it wasnt a small operation tat everyone have e guts to go through, neck area! and now she is on her way of recovery!!!

I HAVE A BRAVE MUMMI =D

my love:

its been a long long time since i last hear from you!
i blame myself because i was the one tat didnt treasure you wen you are there for me!
now tat i have lost you den i start to regret!
i noe tat it was rather too late but ...
i have to learn to move on without you

but if you gave me one chance , i would:

tell you how i was feeling wen i lost you
hold your hand, hug you tightly and tell i wont want to lost you at all
tell you tat i wont live my life without you
ask for your forgiveness & to tell you how much i need you, baby

IM SORRY, BABY

2008-10-13T05:04:00.000-07:00

its monday!!!!

last week was great but this week is going to be real busy =( damn hell leh, nowadays dunno why dun like to be in class! keep skippin class or not is come half way leave! its affecting my grade badly! =X

week 5, skipped 4 & 1/2 lesson liao! hell rite? no choice, fion is becoming bad to worst! and not the end! for week 6, im going to skip 2 lesson again!!! fyp is also not getting anywhere! realli dun have any mood to start coding! fion is getting real lazy man!!!

momo!!! i miss him lotsa la! erm, i dunno where and how should i start posting proper for his bday! wanna see momo? hahaha, nono he is my precious cant let u all see =P hahahahahhaha! * i very bad de!

i realise:

how is life going to be like without him
how impt he is to me
how much % he made himself in my heart
that watever thing he did, he tink of how to make me happi first
how badly i miss him wen he is out of town

2 year plus, he stand by me through all no matter how happened and i realli appreaciate every single ting tat he did for me! love and thanks dearest! =D

2008-10-09T17:00:00.000-07:00

i wan momo home!!!

2008-10-07T06:39:00.000-07:00

Singapore Flyer, here me & momo came =D

it was a great day out wit my dearest momo! momo was scolding me la, he said tat i looked like a small girl tat run here and there non stop throughout the ride! i was walking to and fro in the capsule la... it was realli fun! i keep on taking picture here and there! point at every single area of singapore and go "WOW, you see there"... "WOW, you see here" .... was realli realli fun & great!!! and poor momo have to entertain me and to catch up with all my "WOW"!!! i realli enjoy e full 30 min up there! it was realli great!!!

Flyer was Great! Again, Again, Again =P

2008-10-01T17:09:00.000-07:00

fion is being notti again!!!

friday: planned to come half day & leave class to company mummi to have brain scan but wat happened tat day was: the day poured so heavy and the whole weather was so comfortable to sleep soundly in bed =) so wen i wake up, peep at e ps den it come my doom day! i dun understand at all! shit, im completely lost man!!!

saturday & sunday: was working la and the stupid q was freaking long la! i was so tired till i didnt have much energy to walk to have curry rice! sat was better than sun as compare because i got to meet my momo! =) met him up for prawn paste chicken, eating wit momo was wat i enjoy most becasue i get to talk to him on alot of tings, pouring unhappiness to him and he never fail to cheer me up as well as to share my burden.

monday: should be in skool and be a good girl de but on e way to skool, i cant control myself anymore and u-turn back=X so conclusion, i skip class twice this week la! oh man, skool started for 1 month and i miss 3 impt lesson leh la! damn shit! but im realli glad tat i have a great pal in skool and you should noe is who la =D

tuesday: no skool day =) but was being toture the whole day la... wasnt feeling very well and still have to go tuition la! tat stupid brandon piss me off till i walk out of the house and dun care him! got to meet momo for a short while, i hugged my dearest and cry la! i was very sick and still have be torture by tat brandon! momo noe tat i was very ill so he wenta to get lotsa of med for me! he always care about me alot even e little matter in my life, he also take it very impt to him!

i love you, momo

wednesday: was a public holi so no choice but to work. hahaha, after work instead of meeting my dearest, raymond waited and send me home =) wasnt feelin very well and so after getting the necessary grocery, i wenta home, rest and chat long long wit my dearest dear. thanks raymond for sending me to where i want to go =D

momo, thanks for being there for me wen i needed your love!

2008-09-26T05:35:00.000-07:00

what a lame fren i have!

i was rather unhappy this few days but there is nothing i can do, but just to bear wit the situation and hope tat it get better. =) so while i was getting the weekly logs done and jackson came disturbing me on "someone"!!!

he started saying something real lame:

i hope my days will be fine soon!!!
我希望这件很小的事会从小的误会而变成没事！没有必要把很小的误会搞成那么大！

2008-09-21T17:05:00.000-07:00

so angry la!
me and momo wanna have prawn paste chicken but in e end, e shop not opened!!
me and momo wanna have chicken wing but in the end, e shop is closed!!!
no choice, but just to settle down at some weird western food store and have our late lunch =)
ytd, was great =D i get to stay away from e busy lifestyle & do tingy at a slow pace...
serious, dun wish to be in skool but no choice!
going to skip lesson very soon so now just have to endure!!!

have to skip first ut of service delivery because its momo birthday! i promised tat i will make it a very enjoyable day for him =D

2008-09-18T17:09:00.000-07:00

JIA YOU FION =D

second time meet faccy, wah lau! being fuck by her for half an hour plus... =X can you imagine, sitting there and keep being fuck!!! oh man, but im neither angry nor piss off wit her... at least she wake us up ad made us realise tat it is not as simple as we tink!!! =( i mean wat is e harm if after being scolded, you better understand what we are suppose to do and to start to challenge ourselves more ???

banana prata is LOVED =P

after tuition, rush over to meet raymond =D he brought me to banana prata... i crave for tat for super long liao la! momo keep dun wan to bring me go la!!! hahaha, this blur blur raymond took a super long route to get to upper thomson!!! wen i nag at him, he is laugh and say never... hell la, den have to rush home and get RJ done for business finance! =X because of the to-be-complete RJ, we didnt have much chatting session la!

RELAX DAY is comin =)

took no pay leave this coming sunday!!! haha, how am i goin to spend it leh? erm, morning bring mummi to see doctor & after which probably is to meet momo out for V8 lunch =) hahaha! im gonna be very very busy so... hahaha! not telling you =X

HERE COME STRESS =(

back to HRM lesson! just wonder if anthony chew is goin to make life difficult! sometime super regret taking HRM man... dun understand wat e theory is talking about & e faccy is oso nt trying to make our life easy! =X oh man, bless my day to be lovely ahead!

2008-09-14T19:08:00.000-07:00

you always left your number on e summary sheet but yesterday you didnt!
i ask why, you said because you left it for me to noe!
so now, tat i already have your number why bothered to write it down again & again!
dun ask me wat im tinking abt!
i dun wan to be lock up wit all the nonsense idea's going round round my mind =(

2008-09-08T17:12:00.000-07:00

i tink im crazy!

i dunno what am i tinking... im probably crazy tat tink tat way but sometime i realli can be help to stop tinking! my dearest peng oso scold me for being crazy and say tat im tinking to much! am i realli tinking too much & unnecessary? i dunno! i realli dunno wat i tinking & all i hope is tingy to be turn out realli fine=)

我一定是疯了！不然的话我也不会那么想！我不知道为何我一直在想你！如果，我一直得想你的话，我一定会疯！

2008-09-07T22:17:00.000-07:00

i dunno why but i have a strong and weird feeling which i dunno how to say and solve!
what am i suppose to do!
GLADYS, i need you back!

2008-09-06T05:32:00.000-07:00

erm!!! 干妈 wenta to malaysia and she bought great tingy for me =)

yipee! DURIAN CHOCOLATE ~
i tell you, its god damn delicious! i love it alot alot!
oh man, im addicted to it =X

belgian chocolate filled wit creamy durain =D

wanna makan wit momo =)
hmmm, i just wonder why do i meet so much weird people today =X

* tings & iLi - i will miss the time wen we are together in e same class! wit you all around, i never feel bored at all! do you noe how i feel? wen i feel like trying to someone to talk to in class, i onli have minli =( wen i feel like having some toilet chat's, i still onli have minli =( where are you all??? you all leave me alone! i used to turn around in class and there see tings one side and iLi at the other! but now, wat i can see is minli, e onli familiar faces =(

2008-09-04T22:22:00.000-07:00

days wasnt great! but im realli glad tat i have great pals in skool!

in class i have: minli =D
near by i have: iLi and tings =)
not forgetting my dearest GLADYS! =P
she always have some funni ideas tat made me burst out laughing in e middle of no where!!!

tat is wen we start chatting:

see how my dearest is! having lotsa of funni ideas tat realli brighten up my days! =D

THANKS GLAD =D

2008-08-28T08:33:00.000-07:00

Surprise!

momo bought this two tee! he knew tat i love e pink astro boy shirt, so he purposely make his way down to plaza sing and get it for me! i felt so loved and touched la! i dunno why i like this tee so much but yah, i just find it very cute and lovely =D

New Semster Sucks!!

skool starting soon! hai ~ why do my 3 weeks holi fly so fast yah??? so pissed off!!! and worst all, im no longer wit iLi and tings!!! im all alone wit minli, terence and ze cheng!!! =( i wan all my fun, laughter and teasing session again with them! i definitely miss the time i spend with them and ravi during marketing lesson de! =X i wan them all back in HRM lesson but its not going to come true =(

FYP!!!

oh man, we started e first meeting liao! it seems like we are going to have a hard time again!!!! 一山还有一山高! glad, im suffering, please kill me ba!!! =X pple blessed me with all your lucks tat fyp will be smooth for me =D

2008-08-26T08:06:00.000-07:00

waiting for tat day to arrive! i will tink of a great surprise for you de =D

2008-08-18T06:36:00.000-07:00

after joining fairprice, i have lotsa of auntie 级 friends =) they treat me realli well just like im their daughter =D

hong beng, 干妈! she is e one tat i love to mix around with =P we will meet up for dinner and chit chat session! she understand how i feel and where does all my anger come from... she might not be those nice nice mom that teach you to forgive and forget but she will use a different way to scold e person together wit you & definitely you will feel much better ("=)

jaslyn, mother! we always have our makan session together and she is always try to help wen i meet with problem at work! she is always there for me =) i love to see her smile, her smile is really sweet =D all im hope is she take good care of her health and better manage her high blood condition (",)

beng suan, ah-ma! she treat me just like her grand children! i realli love & dote her lotsa =D she is a very lovely lady tat has great tolerance to all the stupid nasty customer and she has no temper! no matter how tired and busy she is, she will definietly wear tat smile on her! she looked realli beautiful =) i love this 阿妈 alot (">)

serene! she left because of some stupid dispute wit e chief cashier! she used to have a fierce look wit her which im very scare of but soon after knowing her! she was great, we click on very fast and got close together! when she came down to visit us, from far she called me 女儿! im blessed wit some many mom around to dote me (";)

but no matter how mani mom i have! i will onli have my 最宝贝的妈妈!

she give birth to me, spend alot alot of time to coach me and to bring me up=) she worry everything that might happened and spend tonnes and million of effort on me! now tat i have grown up, i 一定 will treat her good, spend tonnes and million and billion of attention & effort on her! i will love her like as though there is no tomolo! take great care of her because she is my one and onli dearest mummi, lily khoo =D

2008-08-13T04:17:00.000-07:00

finalli! 3 of us took picture together =D

here comes, e spec family! we are all wearing different kind of cute spec =)

we are having our xmas days! iLi looked realli cute & lovely =P

ting and me =)

2008-08-06T17:10:00.000-07:00

对我来说，我是个幸福女人！
我有一个疼爱我的家庭，
有我那一些跟我很好的好朋友，
有你在最失落中的我！
我是不是幸福的呢，你说？
谢谢你们 =D

yesterday was a great day out wit momo =) we wenta bugis to get his dumb dumb phone changed. momo bought me a cute doraemon toy, it was a super lovely little one (pic will be up soon, once my pone is discharge) =D we were shopping around and we saw my classmates =) *ting ting is holding on to her sweetie boy at tat point of tym and acting blur =X no movie tat we like so we decide to get to V8 cafe and have a nice nice lunch =) momo got me a lovely ankle =)

momo，谢谢你！你是其中一个让我感到幸福的=P

2008-08-04T22:24:00.000-07:00

wee =D im wit lovely iLi!
taken during accounting class so could you imagine how slack we are on week 15 =X
if leslie noe, ohhhh there goes our grade liao =P

say cheese:

our notti face:

minli is here too:

finally can see alittle of her face liao:

we are happi family =)
我好想你啊，我的可爱！

2008-08-03T17:08:00.000-07:00

day was great out wit momo =)

i took off day and i had a great day out wit momo althought its nt a long shopping and chatting but we spend e day wll =) wenta to holland village to get my crocs shoes and settle down to have our late-late lunch...

we get into any posh restaurant but just settle down at some coffee shop =D the western food was great, and its very tasty! luckily i didnt go wit momo's plan of having lunch at swensen =) we are those tat noe how to enjoy good life de, so after we have our tasty lunch we wenta to have ice cream =)

haagen-dazs ice cream are being loved! so while eating we chatted alot alot =) we just simply have topice tat we will never get bored about =P

我只希望我们会是永远的好朋友=D
你渐渐得让我看见了永远，知道我的未来有你会是多美好的 =D
我会好好珍惜你的=D

2008-07-30T17:15:00.000-07:00

我变得越来越不了解你！我真不知道问题在那里？

im bothered by alot alot of things, i dunno is it i tink too much or is the problem realli there! i realli hope tat everything will be fine =) im worried about wat is happening to us, wat is gonna be e future like us and wat is wrong between us!

我真希望我们永远都会像现在这样，一切都是我们觉得完美的 =)

2008-07-27T08:21:00.000-07:00

day wasnt good!!!

started wit alot of delivery! e delivery man is happi but im not because i have alot to count which is oso adding more responsiblilities to myself man! =( e q was super long, i cant go home early la! was planning to ask yvonne to let me off earl but in e end i worked more & free for her! actually if it was not for her, i simply just wont care and buzz off from tat place la! *alot of unhappiness today!

finally, im going to change my phone tomolo =) after so mani months of nagging to change my phone la, tat stupid phone realli gives me alot alot of problem!!!

semster is ending soon =(

i will have to start all over again to met a bunch of new classmates... this sem was great wit tings & iLi around but next sem??? hai, i just pray hard tat we will be together again =D thinking back, i met quite alot of nice and lovel friend in class! but those tat noe me well, i dislike pple from some country but now they become good friends of mine man! pple like wen ying, min li, ning chen, hui zhi, maz, jackson and zhen xiong are definitely pple i will miss! because without them i wont have so much fun in class =) not forgetting iLi and tings la, we have been great pals!

gladys =D

i hope through those dispute to we encountered through fyp have strengthen our friendship =) and we will stay e same as before =) where we noe how to enjoy good food, how to relax ourself and to crap about everything under e sun! be in skool okie =)

2008-07-25T17:50:00.000-07:00

i forgot to set my alaram last nite!=(

i was late for skool la! although its just a short 5 minute late, im still late! i believe that aunty definitely would mark me as not in first meeting =X i have never be late for skool you noe, not even 1 more mintute la! if im late, i will just continue to sleep and dun care! but not this time round!! because i skipped this aunty lesson for like 3 time for her lesson, three Cs from her la and UTs grade suck la!! HELL, i dun wan to repeat this boring module!!! furthermore having accounting UT later man, i dun wanna skip the test and be nagged by leslie soooooooooo i came!

i have got a good day yesterday =) although i skipped my breakfast but i have a good lunch wit dearest glad! we have mac & wenta around discussing on phones!!! not onli tat, i managed to disturb joyce!!! actually, i miss 6A clicks alot =X i miss e tym wen i can disturb glad from e start of the class till class end =)

2008-07-18T05:57:00.000-07:00

updates after such a longgggggggggg time man!

topic is all about fyp for e past weeks & now we are over & done wit it for this period of tym butttttt after a 2 to 3 wed off, our struggling days will be back againn ba! =( there is nothing tat we can do but to endure because this is wat year 3 is about =X
skool + fyp + UTs + work = no free tym =(

so this is i spend my days after presentation:

wed: straight after presentation, rush home got changed out of the formal wear and off i wenta to tuition! brandon gives me hell but luckily i have momo to listen to my naggings man! we met for late lunch & i came home for a rest =)

thur: i pon marketing class again! & is e 4th tym liao!!! oh man, i cant skip siew mei's class again =X she is nice just tat the module is too dry, i tink this whole sem, onli leslie sim interest me other than tat, oh man this is simply too bored!!! =X hahaha, i didnt class alone, ting ting and iLi company me too =X erm, we loved to skip marketing class together!!! hahaha

fri: i pon business class! =X although tat naggy old aunty is not there, but i simply just hate e class! so i pon class and meet momo out for lunch! we have stew beef at e hawker opposite queensway shoppin centre!!! it very super nice, im temp to it man! i realli love it lotsa! & it goes even much tastier wit water chestnut juice!!! yummi =D

sat: mummi birthday so im on leave again!!! tat dennis is nagging for me to go back & have meeting for stocktake! crazy man, i on leave la! im not going back =X because im going SHOPPIN wit my lovely mummi =)

photox!!! (taken while waiting for lovely mummi)

taken wit my granni! she look young & pretty rite =D

2008-07-13T17:03:00.000-07:00

there is alot to worri!!!

althought fyp is done but its also e start of my worries for the next fyp! gladys is no longer wit us and rina is joining me and siew fen... but till now, i ahve yet to meet her and also i dunno her working style!!! for this sem fyp, glad help to share my burden by alot & i just cant imagine without her!!!

glad, have to do last min correction of weird codes! and till e last min, she and me still rush through to ensure tat everything is done! she send me the whole fyp after all the corection of errors to check through whether is there anymore mistake tat we have to edit before we get it burn into e disc! wen e codes are ready, we still have to worry about the submission stuffs...tats so sick man!!!

i realli have to worri whether will there anyone to share my burdens and to chiong wit me! =( glad, i wan you back!!!

2008-07-11T23:59:00.000-07:00

oh man, have bee rather busy and stress for e past few weeks! tryin to get fyp done and over wit it but hai! no matter how hard we try, e codes just love to behave in a different way tat we want it to be!! creating problems after problems till i realli dunno how to solve it =(

work, skool, fyp are all squeezing together till i dont have much breathing time! i dun have tym to meet up wit my clicks, dun have tym to spend wit my family and oso to relax myself! e onli day i can do those is to pon class, because wen i pon class i will be rather free and i make sure tat i relax myself!!! so tat is e reason why i skipped class very often!!

stock take is coming! i wanna my bonus!!! i wanna shopping & get lotsa lotsa of pretty stuffs! fion is too tired, im going bed now! bye =)

2008-07-10T17:05:00.000-07:00

days are coming to an end! hopefully, everything turn out very very well =) be right after presentation on 16 =D

2008-06-30T17:53:00.000-07:00

im falling ill & skool are damn sux wit e weird problem that we have to solve every morning!

2008-06-29T17:12:00.001-07:00

my family nitemare has just begin!

2008-06-26T17:14:00.000-07:00

so e 3 notti girl skipped marketing class yesterday! so each of us have our own plan =D as for me, i woke up early & compani mummi to see doctor! no shoppin sesssion as wenta straight home after tat! was so tired, so 5 to 10mintue after i grab my pillow, i wenta snoring=X

aunty la, came shouting nosily! she woke me up la! so angry, so tat is wen i realise i cannot go on sleepin! i have to get up, pack my stuff and be ready to move over to granny house for one week! so tat mean one week, i will not an freedom liao loh! =(

2008-06-25T06:11:00.000-07:00

let P.O.N marketing class =)

2008-06-23T11:48:00.000-07:00

tingy is not goin right! i simply dunno wat am i doin, wat am i tinking & wat i want to do =( my mind start goin around & i realli dunno how tingy should carry on & how should i calm my mind down!

i met a new fren =D i dunno his name, i dunno how he look like but still i treat him as a fren! because without him, i will still be stressful and pressure by the fyp! he guide & help me through! he is cool and very clever! even though he dunno me, he still help! and now im free from the pressure and stress! thanks jeremy dear for introducing him to me =D

shoppin session come soon please!

2008-06-22T17:39:00.000-07:00

leslie sim is back! Finally, im very very happi about it la... at least i noe tat my day is not wasted instead something useful is done =D

the comparsion of germin and leslie lesson is very very great la! lets see what is the differences ba =)
germin lesson: whole day, msn-ing and bloggin whenever i feel like, chat wit ting and do my stuffs at a relax pace and enjoy meals.
leslie lesson: so stress la! got to get tingy ready and be prepare to answer whatever poking he is doing to do! but i like leslie more, i benefit more from him! =D

2008-06-18T21:55:00.001-07:00

im going to miss momo like crazy =(

2008-06-15T22:17:00.000-07:00

Monday Blues

im back in skool after the 2 short week of holiday =( back in class for accounting, and e module chair came, handsome faccy=D i just glue my eyes on him, he is handsome and cute but dunno how will he grade man! please just hope tat he wont be sucky ;X he joke and smile constantly with us =)

as compare to leslie sim, of course he is so much more handsome =X but his class is too slack, leslie demand more for us, and make our brain work like crazy but germin is so slack! we still like leslie more! hahaha, at least we learn more from him! =D

but can i have germin as my faccy but to have leslie way of teaching?

2008-06-12T08:48:00.000-07:00

Ms Tan Yue San

i didnt meet you at tat point of tym, i wont have today!
you wasnt there to guide me through, i wont have today!
you wasnt there to scold me on the silly mistake tat i have made, i wont have today
you wasnt there to tell me all are the do's and dont's, i wont have today
you wasnt there to check on me, line by line, i wont have today
you wasnt there to give me the motivation, i wont have today
you wasnt there to lend me a helping hand, i wont have today
i have apprciate better and to heed each and every of your advice, i will have more as compare to what i have today

But

you are no longer here to share/see my achievement
you are no longer here to guide me through again
you are no longer here to scold me on the silly mistake tat i have made
you are no longer here to tell me all are the do's and dont's
you are no longer here to check on me, line by line
you are no longer here to give me the motivation
you are no longer here to lend me a helping hand

And

all im left wit is e pen tat u gave for my papers
all im left wit are e photos that we took
all im left wit are e assignment tat you marked
all im left wit are e bits and pieces of memories tat i have wit in e past

All i could do

is to keep you in memories and miss you for e rest all my life!

2008-06-11T06:35:00.001-07:00

Super Busy For This Two Holiday!!!

Jun 2: F&N food visit with atiqah! have alot alot of fun cause we not onli get to noe what happened there but also get free foods & drinks =X we have got sandwichs, their pure goodness drinks & their very nice yoghurt ice-cream! den have to rush over tuition with hua lin & winnie! oh man, im tired!

Jun 3: wenta tiong wit mummi to close my UOB a/c! wat e hell, they change my TX debit card to the NOW card that need to credit $2,400 inorder to waive off the fees! i dun credit so much in a year, not even half la! =X have goody food tat is inexpensive! i realise how much i love to shop with my mom! at least, i get to talk to her alot alot of tingy! =D

Jun 4: should have FYP, but was having fever so no choice but to cancel it! Heng, my team-mates understand! Sorry & Thanks gals! in the late afternoon, felt so much better, so took my tym and stroll over for tuition with winnie! she show my what she have gotta for the tuition centre! in e end, still have to make me explain to her, wat is the ws talking about!!!

Jun 5: leg swollen la, but i still drag myself out wit momo! i planned long long ago, i cant miss la! not much shoppin but just makan session! have buffet, momo does all the taking, and i does all the eating! oh man, i growing fatter! who will wan me =(

Jun 6: compani mummy to see doctor! was deciding whether should i see my swollen leg too, but in e end i choose not to! i dun wan to be heard with all my screaming! so wenta, over to find Dr Foong! damn la, he gave me e med was like !!! after eatin them, i was like super giddy la! cant even move! =S

Jun 7 & 8: gotta MC, and tat stupid med made me lie flat and striaght on bed! cant move, cant do tingy! but still manage alittle to have tuition with winnie and also to pass my dearest peng but no shopping session this time round.

Jun 9: having tuition the whole day la, with hua lin & then winnie! met momo after lunch cum dinner! slack around, not planning and wanting to do anything! =X kieron came over to pass me now late bday present! i love it lotsa lotsa! my big big piggy!

Jun 10: W6.6B lunch meeting! 8 of us turn up la, and we have goody meal! now den realise, jackson and tat zheng xiong cooked for me! so as compare to ting ting & liling, im fortunate! dun be jealous, my dear ting ting & liling =X

Jun 11: the boring army visit la! oh man, it was super boring and im very hungry la! so after e visit, i rush over to have makan session with momo! i was super duper hungry! so just finish my RJ & alittle of my report! so now im here bloggin about my busy holi! =(

Jun 12 & 13: will need to company mummy and also to do some studying liao! or not wen skool start! i will once again be the lost one! opps, cannot la! i dun wan to fail my UT again! see gotta tym ma, i wanna meet momo =D

Jun 14: will be workin till 5 and clearing the long q! can imagine the q liao la! oh man, sian!!

Jun 15: will be workin till 2! oh man, sian sian sian! ITS THE LAST DAY OF HOLIDAY!

so this is how my 2 weeks holidays are spend! hai! i wanna more days, more weeks for my holi!

2008-06-07T02:27:00.000-07:00

my leg is swollen!

from mon, it start to hurt liao la! tue, have a little fever so no choice i have to ask my mates to cancel off the meeting! so sorry! den thur wenta to meet momo tat tym, i become swollen and is limpin around sakura la! YES, finally i met up with momo and have chit chatting session=D.. wen i reach home, my leg hurt like crazy la! so choice i have to decide whether to visit the chinese
physician la! so NO-NO! i decide to go and find dr fong! so now my leg okie liao, but his medicine is super strong la! after taking it, i felt giddy and have headache! till now, im still suffering from e tym each tym i take e medicine.

dr fong give me 2 days MC! i tink maryis now cursing and swearing at me! something not i wanted la! my leg is hurting like crazy and im trap at home! i cant walk long and far so all i can do is to rest my leg at home! eat, sleep and fight wit daddi! wahahahahah! tomolo have to pass dearest peng present to her! wonder if she like it la! i pray hard tat tomolo dun rain cause i wanna a go out and have the enjoyment feel!

i miss momo!

2008-06-04T01:57:00.000-07:00

finally i gt ready my dearest peng de present! i looked forward in meeting her! =D

2008-06-01T06:42:00.000-07:00

tingy are not turning out so smoothly as i wanted it to do! so probably is just all about life!
life, full of ups & downs, nthing to be blame cos all i have to do is to learn from it and to adapt to the changes last but not least is to learn from the lessons tat was being taught in the different situations!

now i pray for nothing! but just everything to be back to normal and i can be back a normal me!

2008-05-29T17:34:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR, JASON

2008-05-25T23:06:00.000-07:00

e naughty girl pic!

2008-05-25T17:08:00.000-07:00

erm, just feelin very down! dunno why also but yah, i will try to be fine & still happi =X
tingy doesnt seem to be turnin out in e way tat i have wanted but i tink life is tis way la =D

i have a great day out on saturday wit momo =D despite of the infection in my mouth, i have fun! less eatin session but more chatting & playing session! every tym wen im wit momo, i will become a little girl tat want to have fun & doesnt care about how pple look at me =X i just love e happi tym i have wit momo =D

2008-05-22T17:03:00.000-07:00

Finally, im back in skool! rush finish my tingy and now im abit more relaxed liao!
although there are still alot to complete! i will give my best la!
business process modelling, oh man! i just cant imagine how boring today's lesson can be!
kill me ba! =X
i just pray hard tat e old woman wont give e a C again la, most of my Cs are from her la!
i wanna strive my As, hahaha(which is god damn difficult) !
to me, this semster a B is already very good le! faccy demand so much & are very not generous in their grades la!
i miss tonnes of lesson le, there are alot alot for me to catch la! i shall learn how to be a good girl soon =X

Holidays, they are finally coming la! i cant wait for them to be here!
but actually this vacation i dun look forward to because there will be alot to be done!
fyp, tuition, last but not least fairprice la! there are so much to complete in this short break that e skool is giving! it is very very short as compare to other poly students are having!
i wanna a longer vacation! =(

Work, tonnes are piling up! there are alot to be done on e skool vacation! tuition, fairprice! there are so much assignment to be completed.. so tight tat if i have tym for this, i wont have tym for another! oh man! what should i do? how tingy can be done? =(

do i have tym for Shopping Session?

2008-05-20T22:54:00.000-07:00

e codes are driving me crazy! in order to finish up this code, i need to do so mani other codings then can join them up! wat e hell! shall give myself a good push at nite! not much tym left liao! so must jia you alot alot yah =X

2008-05-15T22:30:00.001-07:00

was suppose to have my changi visit but was bein cancel because my dearest was sick so no choice but to change my whole plan... from changi airport to bugis =(

wenta V8 cafe to have out nice nice lunch =D have their signature dish & shirlion steak, was super nice & tasty la! we love it man =P after which we wenta to take picture! long long tym since i step into a shop to have lovely lovely picture taken =D

then we wenta over to bugis village, i saw a super nice watch but hai, e tym couldnt be set la.. so sian, but there is nothing i can do! i wanna to wear e watch!i love it alot alot la! lets see:

having a/c lesson but was realli fun! we have alot of rubbish session.. gossip about everything tat is under e sun! we bully iLi & jackson, it was fun... but now later still have ut, damn sian la! i hate it, i having headache & have yet to go through marketing! oh man! =S

to my dearest glad: be happi & dun be so bothered by tingy tat has already happened! Be happi & cheerful =D

2008-05-14T18:58:00.000-07:00

fion is not happi!

2008-05-12T00:00:00.000-07:00

秘密 is something tat cannot share so today cannot share e 秘密 with you all loh =X haha! those tat noe must "zip zip zip" hor!!! & glad dun keep laughing at me, i very very pai seh le! anyway, i have made myself sit well in class and finish up lesson although i hope to mc! alot alot of tingy happened & everyday has been made full-use... so today i shall off myself from tuition which means next week, im goin to rush like crazy la!=( headache headache headache la! mr sng, please stop naggin & let us off =D

fyp hasnt been great cos i return all my php knowledge to faccy liao but luckily deborah is willing to help me to understand the errors i encountered la! so i shall chiong chiong chiong for it liao! or not i tink my team will dun wanna me le la, just like wat momo did! =( momo doesnt wanna me liao la, he now happily in bed sleeping! =( i waiting for wednesday to come la! i wanna go changi airport =D momo is bringing me there la! i wanna have a nice nice chat wit momo!

mother's day was yesterday, i tink mummi is contented to have 姐姐 & me to be a lovely girls =X we didnt made yesterday very different form others but we made her happi! =X i love mummi! i have been like e 管家婆 ever since her health falling! to because i wanna care whatever she do, just that i dont wish tat she will be in risk of hurting herself so tats e reason why i have been very protective =X

i love mummi!

2008-05-09T22:00:00.000-07:00

happi 19th birthday

gladys

2008-05-08T20:03:00.000-07:00

my big CJ:

my little CJ (tat i bring everywhere):

my two lovely CJ is here! i hug them each nite before i sleep, nt tat i have yet to grown up just tat i realli find CJ very cute & lovely, even my mummi tink so! i love CJ, but i love momo more because he bought it for me =D i wanna to have a boyfriend like momo =X

four season durains:

yummi yummi durain pancakes tat momo bought and waited for me to off work =D so nice, so sweet rite? how i hope he is mine =X i love this lotsa la but daddy say is quite ex to pay 1.5 for alittle durain fillings tat is in! who cares man, i dun mind paying more if its goin to taste nice nice! so now, you noe where i usually spend my money on? GOOD FOOD =D which also mean im getting fatter=( 我胖了! daddy buy durains for me & dun eat up my mangoes!!!

2008-05-07T08:49:00.000-07:00

fifth week since skool started, fion is skipping e 5th lesson =X business process cant skip anymore (but say onli la) because have used up both days liao =( what a lazy girl, im la! but no choice, cant be helped =D

wenta to get fyp done but as usual, im didnt concentrate la =X now i realli regret nt paying attention to frankie =( i having a hard tym, getting e codings done =S

back to codes =(

2008-05-05T17:15:00.000-07:00

new day of e week back to day 1 class for marketing, will it be a long long non stop lesson tat drain all our brain juice or will it be short & sweet so tat i can meet up wit gladys to lunch? my dear rubbish collector birthday comin den i have yet to tink of wat present to get for her! i saw a skirt but dunno will she fit in or does she actually wear it loh!

what should i get for peng =(

2008-05-02T02:40:00.000-07:00

are we made for each other?

2008-05-01T21:45:00.000-07:00

realli hated my accounting class not because of the module but is my class! shouldnt comment much on it liao because will vomit blood la! =X
momo bought me alittle CJ to bring around wherever i go! haha, so i brought my little CJ to class & down it is sitting there looking at me while i update my stuffs=D will upload e little CJ pic soon =P
just check my daily grade & im very very happi because i gotta my first A for the semster! she given me my first C & then my first A is oso given her, e old naggy business faccy! hahaha, should i be happi or to feel bad about it because i slack e whole day! i was busy doing up my blogskins!
later still have tuition la, den sian loh because im very very tired liao! yesterday work den today back to skool to study so now i having headache already la=X from yesterday till 12am next day my cycle will be: work => shoppin => study => tuition => work!

i tink is the first tym in life to be able to go shopping during a public holi wit mummi apart from e lunar new year leave tat she have! in e past year, all e public holi, she is busy working in e market but now finally all work load is already all in e past & now she is finally a HOUSEWIFE of e lai's family =D i waited for these days to come ever since im very young! i always hope tat i can have breakfast every morning tat is home-made & how envy im wen i see pple's mom bring them home during primary skool days!
till now i stay remember tat one day tat mummi stood at e bookshop area to wait for me to end class, e smile i see on her face is something tat i will never forget! =)

2008-04-28T17:10:00.000-07:00

my new blog skin up!
can you imagine, i spend my whole business process lesson to do up my new blog =D
is it nice nice?

2008-04-27T17:18:00.000-07:00

so hai, two days workin & now my heel hurt alot alot =(
my fingers are super duper dry, no matter how much moisturizer i apply, it got no help at all la!

during working:
im running here and there non stop just to get tingy done! nor darlin asking me to do tis & tat, check delivery, have to clear q, to take over pple to go ladies and oso to do delivery! screaming & yelling here and there to get tingy done =( e whole place is very messy la!
then today at work, i have a good "scolding" a TL! i told him everything tat has/will happen is everybody's fault except his! customer wanna exchange eggs because he feel tat e shelf life is too short so wit no alternative i did an exchange another tray of eggs for him! den i wenta to tell TL what happened den tis happened:

me: TL, customer say tat e shelf life too short, you see here got one 22/05 de and compare to tis 04/03 de, which one will you take?
TL: nthing wrong ma, still can sell ma! those customer mess up e packing one ma not my fault!
me: (stretching my hand into e inside to rech for another tray) TL, you see here got one 16/05 one den you put inside!
TL: nt my fault ma, customer mess up one!
me: yah la yah la, all is customer fault, you no fault! for everything tat happened not your fault one, is everybody's fault except yours la!

then, i walk back to check my delivery! wah lau, cant stand him la! dunno how to deal wit him leh! must tink of ways man to torture him and to shoot him =X

after work:
wenta tuition! den my dear winnie fall asleep leaving me, screaming & yelling outside e house to wake her up la! wen she finally woke up, she said: sorry mdm! so wat happened next, was a good scolding her! because i scream at momo for tis tingy too! hai, so my little girl sit there and was very good for e whole day, probably knowing tat im not in a very good mood so she behaved well instead of steppin onto e danger line =X
i have good lunch wit momo, have roast duck & meat wit rice! its very very tasty will plan to go again!=D so i oso have a good complaining session about wat happened at work to momo! haha, i hope tat im not too naggy =)

others:
my dearest peng, is too busy now tat i have a long tym didnt talk to her le la! she is goin to have exam soon so yah probably onli can catch up wit her soon after she finish her exam =D mummi last day of work! which mean e long long taste of e duck will become history after tonight! abit of dun bear to but no choice cause it has given mummi too much pain le! 美玲路卤鸡卤鸭 which is well- love by alot of pple will become a history after tonight!=( everyone keep asking tat why dun wan to continue e business? very tasty, very nice leh, why dun wan to carry on? how to answer tis quesion leh? i oso love it la but e situation doesnt allow us to continue, it doesnt allow business to stay on for another 40 plus years because mummi & ah gong has given in so much but wat they got back was 一生的病痛 =(

2008-04-24T17:12:00.000-07:00

super duper tired today so i realli have a hard tym dragging myself to skool & be seated in class. so now mr sng, is chantin away wit all e IT managment term tat i noe nthing about them! there are alot to be done today which mean tat im dead! alreadi very very tired tat i dun wish to do anything anymore, so i tink i will end up slackin today! wahahaha

oh man, from everyone tat have done project management is sayin tat it is very diifficult & cannot understand at all de! *faint la! first break out goin to end liao & i have done nthing on research... work breakdown structure, project plan & schedule is driving me crazy la! very very tired! momo dun wanna care me loh, so bad of him man!

2008-04-23T22:24:00.000-07:00

3rd tym
=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=
skool is started, 3rd week to be back to skool!
& i have started to pon 3 tym!
3 week = 3 tym
therefore
1 week = 1 tym
oh man, i still have 5 more weeks to go before holiday come!
hai, holiday onli have 2 weeks la!
damn sian, damn sick!
how can i make myself sit in class more?
i wanna 帅哥 as my motivation...
hahaha!
but so sad to say tat,
being in rp for e 3rd year, i feel tat he is e one & onli 帅哥!
oh man! i tink im crazy le la! bo liao de me =X

2008-04-22T21:07:00.000-07:00

fyp meeting today

hai, everyone seen not in e mood like tat!
glad dun look as cheerful as she is
little me dunno wat to do
siew fen trying to get erd done!
very very bored & should be continue?
whats next man?
meeting up wit faccy wen i dun even noe what to say to her!
oh man, everything is killing la!
trying very hard to get my mood on again la!
not much tym to miss liao loh
but . . .

e blur me

forgot to bring my wallet out again!
e second tym la!
everytym wen i wanna buy something den i will remember tat my wallet is not wit me la!
but im blessed cos
im meeting momo
momo will just nag how forgetful im =X

back to get work done!

2008-04-17T07:20:00.000-07:00

fion pon IT project management tomolo!
because e faccy is not FAIR!
hahaha =X

have been addicted to cheng xi blog!

he looked so handsome!

他好帅呀!

dun believe me!

go see la: http://kangchengxi.blogspot.com/

he is handsome one loh!

2008-04-14T17:26:00.000-07:00

dreadful english class dream:

i dreamt about chen jie =X
is not about e person tat make it dreadful but is the tingy tat happened!
i dreamt tat i sign up for english tuition class which is at some far place, i drag myself to this dreadful english class. seated & wait quietly for e teacher to come, den e rest of classmates run here & there as though they are monkeys =S
e teacher stepped in, i was surprised for who i saw, chen jie! he is e tutor for e english class tat i have signed up... he dun seem to noe me, he scolded e monkeys tat run around & seated in front of me (wen im sitting in e middle of e class)! i was like hell, of all place why did you wanna sit in front of me!
even before the class start, i took out my pone & sms momo, sayin tat: momo, i wanna go home! so wat hapened next was, chen jie scolded me for using e pone in class! (abit pai seh) i burst into tears and ran out of e class! i just cry & cry, went round & round to look for momo! (dunno why, but i just knew tat he is somewhere near me) i ran & hug momo, telling him tat i never wanted to go back to the english class anymore!

e dream sound very very stupid, but it is actually a very bad nitemare for me! because i hated english! in e past, wenever i have english lesson, i will drag & drag myself to there! seated quietly, not to prepare for lesson but plannin of dozing off anytym! i simply dread english class!

business process modellin:

our dear naggy old auntie nag non stop again! on & on non stop talkin for more than half an hour & i just blog about chen jie & e nite mare =D she just keep looking at me, i smile smile & back to do my own tingy =X oppps!
but im lucky, at least wen she ask me qns, i noe how to ans yah! tat ting ting tell me becos my face got write tat i dunno e ans so she ask me! but heng yah, i noe yah or not.... cannot tink of e grades tat will have at e end of e day! i hope tat e lucky star is wit me! =D

can you imagine:

having a 60 year old air stewardess serving you while flying to whichever country? was with FM 933 listenin to cruz, sharing tis weird piece of news! those 45 year-old air stewardess wanted to work as long as till 65 year old before they plan to retired! oh man, why doesnt they just enjoy their life after working for so mani years? if i can i oso wanna retire tat early in e future, den i can do watever i wanna & wish to do =D

2008-04-13T19:11:00.000-07:00

Singapore Flyer

i wanna go! how nice would it to be in there little capsule & enjoyin e beautiful scenery wit all my dearest! i wanna bring momo wit me! i wanna bring mummi with me!
erm, for e half hour rides need to spend about 30 bucks! hmmm, worthwhile ma? i plan to have my first visit wit ... hahaha! i tink mummi wont wanna go wit me, she probably tink is too expensive but somethin more special once a very bluemoon, should be worth it ba! =D
who wanna bring me there?

my date is being cancelled!

due to somethingy tat is beyond my controls, i have to apologize to momo for not being able to make it for e date! planned to have shopping session wit my dearest for good food but now, hai! i have to compani grandpa have to go over the PUB to ask them to terminate the supply by 30 april.
momo understand & is willing to forgive me! sometym i just wonder why cant i be as understanding as momo! tis is a very big weakness of me tat i need to improve & change! i need to change for momo & oso for e future =D momo is always willing to forgive watever mistake i make but im always picking his small little mistake & then scream, shout, do whatever i can to get his attention =X i noe tat im bad! i will change for e sake of momo!
MOMO, love you

Changi Airport Visit

im goin to visit the 3 terminal in may =D hahaha! i shall definitely visit POPEYE tat cruz (FM 933 ding zhi yong) intro. he say tat is very nice so ... shall try it =) hmmm, in the 20years of mine, didnt realli look and walk round the airport & take a good look at it. usually go there send fren off or wen goin overseas, so i shall take tis opportunities to see see look look good at 新加坡机场 =D cheers man!

i am touched

my dear twin sis came down to see see me but hai, i have my usual clicks for lunch & leave them so yah =X but i did talk and compani her la! tat ah nor came disturbing us too =S she came all e way down to find me leh! of course i treat her well too man =D well onli tingy tat i wanna say to her:
sis not bad, can consider =D

2008-04-10T23:33:00.000-07:00

fion is ill!

being e first week of school, i have already miss my favourite accounting subject! oh man, i have no choice la! im sick, very sick tat i dun wanna move at all!
having this strange headache, keep on panting, coughing like hell, used one box of tissuse as though its like free! oh man, i felt so sick man! e little chocolate & tibits got me into trouble man! mummy told me tis: "fat, if you continue to be naughty, i dont wan to care about you anymore!" how torturing is mummy to this sick girl =X but mummi not so cold-blooded la, she still take good care of her little ah fat! love mummi!

& hor tat dumb dumb momo promise to buy me food but in e end i have to eat air! momo was too busy tat he forgotten everything! momo forgotten about me & of course i pick a very very fight fight with him! i cant stand it la, 我饿到饱 you noe! so angry la! today oso dunno whether meeting momo ma cos mr sng dunno wat tym wanna end class! 2.50 liao and the 3rd team just started! there is still 3 more to go!will i leave skool onli after 4 on a nice friday wen mummi is alone at home? im sick so can i go off early, mr sng? please!

first week of skool onli, tat stupid business process modelling naggy aunty already give me C! wat e fuck, den sick! HATE her lesson! she is so not interesting, so BORING, so naggie making us all falling asleep la! HELL woman!

i wanna CJ!

2008-04-07T19:12:00.000-07:00

what a ANOTHER day to start!

my day actually started well because im back into a quite familiar enviroment, e onli different is tat, its a different level! last sem is W6.5B & now is W6.6B and wit a less familiar faces here =D but e feelin, e atmosphere & my studying attitude is still e same! still feeling very slacky, very bored & very sleepy =X

business process modelling class wit an auntie as the faccy, its like "oh man, please spare my life!" after hearing wat ting ting say, e feelin it is like "im gonna skip tis class for sure!" tis auntie end class earliest is 4pm! wat e hell, wat will she be talkin about tat drag us all e way till 4pm wen we have enough of her naggin for e day which start at 8.15!!! the rains are starting! dunno should i feel happi cos its not making my life difficult in any way! =S

my days alreadi didnt started off well wit e sore throat, flu and stomach pain since last nite! & it hasnt turn any betta man! i hated it! i still have tuition later on wit hua lin! i dun like it at all! my throat is hurting like hell, and my stomach is giving me a strange pain tat realli make me very uncomfortable! tis business process modeling auntie shall be name as e most naggie faccy auntie. oh man, im dying of pain! Dying dying dying le =X

was chatting wit cheng zhi and he said tat he suddenly say he remember me after readin the article. den I was like wat article can make him tink of me sia! hey hey, is about li jia wei and ronald susilo =D they are e one tat company me through N level, watchin while study cum smsing wit cheng zhi =D i simply just love those days tat spend in secondary skool wit all my frenx! e chatting & laughing around & etc.

dunno later should i go over to find momo or to go home! i promise to have dinner together but my stomach is realli not feelin very well neither my throat is! & tat naggy auntie dunno gonna take how long! so wat should i do? to endure pain & to go over to find momo or should i head home for rest before goin for tuition? its a difficult decision =S

tomolo

fyp meeting wit glad and siew fen to settle e diagram tingy and all e discussion tat is needed for ms seeneth! meetin at 1pm wit ms seeneth in e library, oh man! im wondering how is it like! will it be like a tense discussion wit no one tat wanna talk to her? is she a nice person tat is willing to guide us or will she be some ass tat throw us to rot on our own? all e answer will be out tomolo! all i pray is all tingy to turn out well!

for some reason i still look very very forward to tomolo becos im goin shoppin wit momo =D yeah yeah! chatting session, rubbish session, fighting session will all be in tomolo! so tomolo are being loved! wee^_^ i will have new nail polish colour, i will have good food but dunno momo allow anot cos i having sore throat! i wanna photo session too =D i wanna earthquake or should we have V8 café? haha, gonna be a tough decision =X

2008-04-06T22:08:00.000-07:00

school RE-OPENED!

i miss e holiday, i miss e sleepin in, i miss e buzzing round wit tuition assignment, i miss e toturing session of mom, i miss endless tym i can spend wit momo & peng!
i hate everything about school! e fyp, e pbl, e squeezing of trains, e long walk to & fro, e meeting of new pple!

i tink there will be less & less bloggin! wit all e tingy tat are tied up in school life! it realli make me sick! very very sick about it! e fyp meeting tat is on every wednesday! e starting of session monday to friday at 8.30am! e work i have at fairprice every weekend.... oh man, im very tired about it!

erm

one happi tingy tat i look forward to is e meeting wit momo on wed! IM MEETING MOMO on wed! hahaha! i wanna take picture, i wanna new nail polish color, i wanna good meal, i wanna more chatting wit momo! i miss momo lotsa!

2008-03-24T18:23:00.000-07:00

supposed to be on my way to skool and start on the fyp de! but glad fell ill so yah! CANCEL. should i be happi or angry? happi tat i dun have to travel to woodland which is damn far & angry tat i have already start to bath and get ready le! wats my feelin now? 花姑姑 in hospital, hai, just wonder how is she now!

2008-03-18T08:02:00.000-07:00

final year project result out liao!

im neither happi, excited nor looking forward to it! i HATE it! my biggest worry, my biggest fear is here! i realli wonder how can i manage my tym better!!! family, skool, CE points, work, tuition & fren! am i just tinking too much wen tingy are not tat complicated?

2008-03-16T06:32:00.000-07:00

STOCK TAKE

tomolo is stock take and lotsa of tingy have yet to done la! hai, back to work and as ususal very very busy! wit e opening of the stores and all! hai, im dying! oh my god, suddenly i just have alot alot of pimples which i oso dun understand what is going on la~ super sick of it! =(

i miss curry rice, shall eat wit sam & all after stock take but i scare tat im dead tired tat i doesnt wan to move anymore!at nite still have to tuition! im tied down by tuition la! how??? den sian & bored =X

mummi off on tue, but no shoppin tis week la! mon stock take, tue come home sleep den tuition! where will have tym for shoppin! so i declare mummi freedom for this week =X hahaha! i toture my mom lotsa especially during my skool holi! conclusion, she hate it wen im on holi cos i give her no peace =D

haha, finally watched CJ -7 wit mummi =D 七仔 is super cute & lovely so i nag at momo to get me little 七仔 =D while serving customer today, two little came holding 七仔 in their hand, it ws so lovely la! i love it lotsa! & at e end of e day, momo gave me this:

2008-03-13T07:24:00.000-07:00

i realise tat i haven forgotten about you!
im still tinking of you...
i still dream of you...
dun ask me e reason why!
because i oso dunno!
i will just suddenly tink of you & den miss you lotsa!
den i will start to blame myself for not treasuring & appreciating you wen i have you by my side!
hai, its all too late!!!
everything has ended and it all too late to regret! =D

2008-03-12T07:21:00.000-07:00

am i facing another setback in life?

i keep explainin to fren tat it is not me who doesnt wan to hang out nor to ask them out for shoppin! who dun like SHOPPIN? i love it but e problem is i dont even have tym for myself, how can i share or give it to others? im always at work or at home! fairprice, tuition, everything is occupying my tym so what can i do! i have to take care of my mom! she need pple to be wit her side, even standing up she is oso nt very stable. i have my own problem to solve and i believe tat everyone oso have their own problem den why cant pple/fren understand?

W-H-Y

maybe i myself oso dun understand why am i leading such life! i have this and tat to take care! i have to bother about my FYP! i have to worry how should i plan my life, my tym wen my project start! i have to worry for my students, for my mom and all e financial problem are coming/will be coming? i dont need anyone to understand anymore bcos i realli have no control over what is happening or will happen!

i wan to lead my peaceful life by myself

2008-03-11T08:09:00.001-07:00

yay! momo is back and we are meetin tomolo...

fion is going out tomolo!

how i hope e nite end fast & im out to play wit momo =D

2008-03-09T07:43:00.000-07:00

a lonely night!
momo wenta overseas!
no one to message wit me, no one to chat wit me rubbish on e pone, no one to share my burden wit, no one to listen to my nagging!
except sam tat entertaine me online even though he have early classes tomolo! how nice of him rite?
my dearest peng is busy wit exam & sis is busy wit her frens!
momo will be back by tomolo!
how i hope tonight end fast, so i wont be lonely =X
cos even sam dun wan me le, he is off to bed... having lab classes tomolo!
im bored & in PAIN!

my autobigraphy!

Chapter 1: ABOUT YOU ♥
1. NiCKNAME? peng, fat =X
2. Eye color? dark brown
3. Hair color? should be purplish =(
4. Height? 162cm

Chapter 2: FAMILY ♥
1. Do you live with your parent(s)? yup!
2. Do you get along with your parent(s)? of cos! =D
3. Are your parents cool? to a certain extent =)
4. Do you have any Siblings? yup, ms joyce!

Chapter 3: FAVORiTE ♥
1. Ice Cream? macadamia nut
2. Season? summer =)
3. Book? nono =X
4. Band? dun have =S
5. Food? commonwealth de 水饺面
6.Drink(s) (non alcoholic)? 白菊花, white grape
7. Pen color? pink =D
8. Store? footwear =)
9. Person? family, momo, peng, sis, 干妈, mother & etc!

Chapter 4: DO YOU ♥
1. Write on your hand? nope nope!
2. Call people back? sometym i do =X
3. Believe in love? yup yup =)
4. Sleep on a certain side of the bed? erm... i do!

Chapter 5: HAVE YOU♥
1. Kissed someone in the pass 48 hours? hmmmm, ii did =)
2. If so...where? cheek =X
3. Had PHYSICAL therapy? nope nope!
4. Gotten surgery? na na
5. Taken painkillers? of cos, im in PAIN!
6. Overdosed on pain killers? nope.
7. Been stung by a bee? nope never ever hope to!
8. Threw up in a doctors office? stupid, na!
9. Have a crush on anyone?yah
10. Do they know? nope of cos!

Chapter 6: WHO/WHAT WAS THE LAST♥
1. Person to text you? peng =D
2.Thing you touched? my mouse
3. Thing you said? 茶
4. Person you hugged? momo
5. Person you talked to on the phone? momo ( before he wenta oversea)
6. Last book you read?an assesment!
7. Last time you cleaned your room?two days ago ba!
8. Last time you talked to someone you like? a few hours ago
9. Last place you went? e bedroom
10. Last time get drunk? 2 years ago =X

2008-03-08T07:16:00.000-08:00

*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=* past few days *=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*

fion was busy babysitting her little nephew, ryan khoo!
tend to be cheeky but he is very guai after all!
didnt cry wen i was wit him!
what i miss most was e loud callin of "jie jie" wen i wasnt in his sight!

blogger take a long a long tym for me to blog pic up!
wat to do!
but to upload one by one!
so my life have been a meaningful
except for very busy!
wat to do!
im a busy woman!
hahahahaha..
no la, just tat have been busy cum lazily working mon to thur!
fairprice, tuition, fairprice tuition!
almost same routine for 4 days!
friday rest because i wanna mummi to compani me out!
saturday & sunday back to fairprice!
wat a toturing life im leading !!!
=X
but i gotten leave for two weeks from fairprice!
yay! very happi leh!
cos no need to face nasty customers but i miss my regular aunties, uncles & mdm!
hai!
i will be back on e 15 working morning so do come visit me okie!
wahahahahahahahahaha!
and i miss my 干妈 & mother!
=(

2008-03-08T06:53:00.000-08:00

2008-02-21T06:42:00.000-08:00

在錯的時間遇上錯的人，是一種荒唐．

在錯的時間遇上對的人，是一種無奈．

在對的時間遇上錯的人，是一種傷心．

在對的時間遇上對的人，是一種幸福．

this is realli meaningful, wen a relationship ends, i often look back and read it again & again! which one apply to me?
is he e rite guy of mine that i met at a wrong tym?
is he someone tat i ought to meet earlier?
does it change if i meet earlier or later, does it make a different?
or we shouldnt have meet each other?

i have been through 7 relationship =D
it ended mainly because of my bad temper for most of e case but not also!
onli 2 i ended on my own e rest...
did i meet them at e wrong tym?
or i shouldnt even meet them at all?
did i miss e one tat i should meet?
or maybe one of 7 is e one tat i should meet but just tat i meet him at e wrong tym?
i dunno ba!
maybe fate just tink tat im not good enough for him & he wont be able to pamper me enough?

if you were given a chance to ask fate a qns, wat will b your qns for fate?
=X
i believe i will ask fate wen are you allowing me 在對的時間遇上對的人.
i always tink tat im no longer young somemore tat i have alot of tym to spend!
reahing 20s tis year another new start story of my life.
wat will happen?
wat is goin to happen?
wat does fate plan for me?
at wat age fate plan to let me meet the right person?

something i read about:

If 2 past lovers remain friends
They are either still in love
Or never were

is it realli true?
i do keep in touch wit 1 of them very regularly, 3 of them very seldom & 3 of them never!
does this few sentences make sense?
i still keep in touch with them but wen i touch my heart, i knew tat i no longer love them.
tinkin back, did i love them before?
wen i touch my heart, my ans is: yes, i do =)
i cried very badly wen e relationship, i blame myself for not treasuring them wen they are mine, i blame myself for tat appreciatin it, i blame for e bad attitude & temper tat never change.
but nothing more i can do to change how tingy went wrong, all i can do it to accept e changes & to get on with e simple, peace life of mine by myself!

f-o-r-e-v-e-r

a very strong word tat i dun trust somemore!
no more forever in my dictionary ever since i felt lost in e first relationship!
"i promise to love you forever, to be by your side forever, to pamper & to dote you forever"
i always get to hear tis in show, movie & even real life
but how long did tis forever realli last?
a couples weeks, months or years?
dunno!
wen love is longer there, forever ends!
tat is e reason why i dun trust forever anymore!
it hurts me alot, it made me feel so lost wen i trusted it!

命运，请让我在對的時間遇上對的人了好吗？

不要再请我等了好不好？

求求你呀命运！

2008-02-19T20:23:00.000-08:00

oh man! result will be out tomolo! im worried! because i didnt preform well at all for tis semster! skip 10 over lessons! slacked in class and show attitude! oh man, how will i fair man! im super stress, im afraid tat i have to re take e module again! which i doesnt wanna at all! oh man!!!

2008-02-19T06:32:00.000-08:00

my valentine present =)
nothing surprise but i believe is e tots count =D

i love it lots momo!

but

i still prefer roses =X

2008-02-14T08:22:00.000-08:00

tekong trip is cancelled!
super duper unhappi!
i still annouce to alot alot of pple tat i goin to tekong!
i still told sam tis!
sam, next wed i goin tekong so wen u see me, u must wave to me okie! den if e officers ask y u wave, u tell him... she is my fren ma, so must wave to her!
sian now everytingy dun have liao la!
i wanna my tekong trip!

2008-02-06T20:32:00.000-08:00

happi lunar new year

2008-02-05T20:05:00.000-08:00

rush like mad!

momo came and pei pei me yesterday! haha, so once again we have our pillow fights =D & i always lost =(
so after which we wenta over to have lunch & bought 柑 at holland around =D its got damn heavy la =(
momo drove me home and rush to work while i carry e heavy stuffs upstair and rush to get gloves for mummi! wenta all e way to red hill just to buy gloves =X
back home, rush to finish up housework, ironing & clear e rubbish around * e house look so much nearer =) after buzzin round & round at home, wenta down to tiong, to get my 柑, disturb my dearest darlin nor & dinner wit mr kong =P
wenta into e office, boss giving a black face * not enough cashier & im not working! cant blame me, little lamb put me off de =X
there was so much pple around & e q was all e way to e 4D counter! never see such long q b4!!! surprise =X sales target didnt meet, i tink boss is gonna jumping like crazy!
my dearest 干妈 hong beng off, pretty lian over at counter 10 wen she is one of e fast cashier? sam & me not working! yvonne not around!
dennis, nor and e rest key like crazy! a normal day end sales during festive period for me is close to 9k or 10k for an 8 hour shift! * how i hope those $$$ was mine la =X
wenta to help out at mummy side to sell chicken & duck! super busy and tiring! work till 3plus den reach home wit sis! mummi just got home at 11 morning la! * she has work more than 18hours la =(
momo came over at 1 plus and got me little tingy tat i love lotsa!

i love my darlin momo lotsa =D

2008-01-30T16:04:00.000-08:00

again

wenta to vivo wit momo! wanna get my handbag but nah... dun have leh!
was arguin wit momo very badly before meetin up!
momo is always busy & into his own world without me in it!
hell!
after all e arguement, we have fun!
momo bought me alot alot of delicious snacks!
love love =D